This is an open letter to one of my best friends and the story of the times I have fallen for him in the past five years. Maybe I'm taking a shot in the dark. Hoping, praying that the words I find could one day mean something to him. And even as I brace for the impact, I'm still afraid. I know because, even after all this time, I still can't say those three perfect words. The ones I've known since the very beginning. The ones that he deserves to hear. Hopefully, these words are enough until then.